..yeah,one thing that i'm afraid of is, when sani, my boyfriend decided to left me..:( yah,aaminin ko takot talaga akong iwanan nya ko..tkot akong iwan nya ko..i don't why, tkot na takot talagaq..sa lahat kce ng naging bfq,he's different,he's unique..i don't know kun bakit,yah masaya syang kasama..at magaan syang kasama, hinde ka maboboring, even he's not feeling well he assures na mapapasaya nyaq, he's so maalaga and malambing..even though m not showy [ dq kce aq showy pag nglalambing ] naiintndhan nyaq,cguro aq na ung pinakatanga sa buong mundo kun iiwan nyaq..yah,kun mgdecide man syan iwan nyaq i know it's my damn fault..the prob is in me..yesterday i did this bullshit thing na kinaglet nya..he's so galet to the extend na naduntok nya un pader..i was so scared when he said iiwan na nyaq..:( alamq d sya ngbibiro dat tym,galet na galet sya..i was hugging him but he refuse me to hug me back and said stay there,wag kan lumapit! fuck,i was damn scared,iyak aq ng iyak kce dna nyaq pinapansin..iniimagineq kce sariliq pag nawala c sani saken,damn i can't..dq kayan mawala c sani..i am really sori for what i did,m really really sori..cguro maybe an hour,buti nalan nakinig c sani saken,i told him that we have to talk..buti nalan nkipagusap sya,and time i realized how sani loves me that much..i hate my damn self kce dq maibigy sa kanya un pagmamahal na binibigay nya saken..i do love sani dat much though hindeq maipakita at maiparamdam sa kanya kun ganoq sya kamahal..m just that so stupid na dq kayan gawin..i really hate myself for that,khit masakit un mga cnabe nya saken wala un saken kce it's my damn fault naman..he said he's sorry for what he says sabeq ok lan un..i do love sani,at ayaw kong ngtitiis sya ng dahil lan saken, dq lamq gagawinq kun mawala sya saken..buti nlan later dat hour,ngkabati din kame:) ngsosori talagaq sa kanya,sana d na maulit un nagawaq..kce pag nagkataon dq kakayaning mawala saken c sani totally..i just can't.
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